This last week has been the worst week of my life.
I woke up last Saturday in my room in my house in my hometown after going to sleep in my dorm room for the first night of Junior year. I look at my alarm clock and see that I've lost a couple of months somehow. Considering I haven't had any significant blackouts in my life, it's a bit of an understatement to say that I was a bit surprised and worried. Going to bed in one place and waking up over a hundred miles away is one thing, but losing a month and a half while doing so? I knew I needed help.
However, I soon learned that it wasn't October 2011 like I had thought. It was 2012. I have missed an entire year.
Worried and surprised doesn't cover it anymore. I was freaked out. An entire year had passed me by, and I had apparently been active during it even if I didn't remember it. I needed to talk to someone, so I went to a shrink. I've never liked the idea of being examined like that, but it was something that I clearly had to do.
Turns out there's nothing wrong with me. I'm not crazy or schizophrenic or something. There's no reason why I can't remember the last year at all.
Then there's this site. Every time I start up a computer -- any computer -- this blog pops up. I've changed my homepage a dozen times, but it always comes back. What is this blog? Half of it seems to be nonsense, the other half are things I've been told I did during the year I missed, going back to April 4th.
Turns out I can edit an post in it, which only points to the fact that this must be my blog. I've read through it several times now, so I've spent a pretty good amount of time getting to know myself. I must be "2270". Makes sense, that is -- or rather, was -- my dorm room number. I don't know. I don't know what to think, what to do.
I finally got the courage to post here tonight after this site tormented me for over a week, but I don't know what to say. Can anyone tell me what to do now? Is this real, or am I just part of some complicated prank?
I don't know anymore.
