I can't decide which is worse when I'm in a "jumpy" mood: trying to get to sleep when I hear a sound that jolts me awake, or trying to get to sleep when I become aware of just how silent it is and am overcome by a creepy feeling. I blame Amnesia, which the group I was with finished playing today. I don't know how people would be able to play that game alone. I'd be locked in my room for days, afraid that something would be waiting to kill me outside. I don't know why I have this trouble with keeping reality separate from spookier fiction. I just can't watch something scary and then sleep at night. My mind always comes back to whatever it was I watched that was so scary, be it the time I stayed up until four watching EverymanHybrid because I was already freaked out and didn't think I could sleep if I tried, or the time I watched The Exorcist with my dad, brother, and stepmom and had to sleep in my dad's room with a bible under my pillow (I would have had something smaller, but my brother got to the rosary first).
Anyway, now I'm sitting in my room, unable to sleep because I know I'll overthing something or think I see something out of the corner of my eye reflected in the mirror and barely lit by the light of my alarm clock.
I don't see why TIMMOMH MPE
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